affirmatiuons

what alife !!!! my presnt state is a result of my past actions and now i am paying the price. when iwas younger my health was not priority and now i am afflict ed with kidney disease. my kidneys have failed and now i have to undergo dialysis in order to survive. now presently in order to help in my general well being i have been exercising. have always wondered why i been given this disease ! shouting to the heavens why me !!!!! but i know the reasons i have been neglecting my health and always doing things only for pleasure. luckily i have met the best bosses in the world!! in s'pore i am also been help by the nkf and also by medisave and medishield making it affordable to undergo dialysis. there is no cure for kidney failure and the only treatment is dialysis or to go for a kidney transplant. to qualify for a transplant there many processes to go thru to even to be put on the transplant list. i am going for some scans in sept to see if i can qualify to be on the list. being on dialysis is a big hassle and even after 10 months i am still feel weaken bt the treatments. eating and drinking no longer bring joy with my weight been check during every dialysis session. and also my bllod tests have shown no improvement in my health so i am sad

PRAGMATIC APPROACH

We in singapore are a very pragmatic and practical. When i was told that i have to undergo dialysis my 1st thoughts were was i able to afford the treatments. I was of course sad to have kidney failure but the financial aspect was more important. In singapore we have a nation wide savings and insurance call the CPF where 2O% of my salary goes into tis fund. The problem is that the fund is regulated by law and there is a limit on the amount i can use on a monthly basis the singapore govt policy have been to have tis fund last on a long term basis. I am feeling the effects of this policy and sometimes i have to pay cash to cover for my medical expenses even though i have enough funds in my account.